The Losing Side of Things

Once again, I'm burdened by Jonathan's lack of responsibility and how he seemingly has no regard for his daughter or himself.  His more as reported to me that he has been angry at the child lately which is something you do not do to a child.  Now we have to find someone to look after my daughter.  Once name kun in ko name so Tyrese, there is no going back. 

He will never see her again.  When he's okay, he's nice to her but when he's drunk he's being bad to her? Listen to that other child in e next door? That is what happens when the mother is away from her children.  It is so hard to find the right kind of help nowadays and get someone to look after children.  They are so noisy and sometimes I know I'm like that to Tyrese. I'm too tired to look after her or do stuff with her.  I know it's very different from what other say, but I think it's because I'm over detached with what's going on right now that's why I'm being her hot tempered with her. 

But Jonathan is a different case. He only remembers the good things that he does with his daughter but when it comes to how he handles her, he doesn't at all remember how he often hurts her.  It's hard raising children.  But you should always be ready with that.

Sometimes I understand that children are like that especially when they're calling for attention.  I'm too tire to think about it. Whatever is going on, in don't even want to speak to them about it or what their son is doing.

For starters, it is hot my fault that their son is like that.  I did not raise him, I don't know why he is being an asshole.  I did not coerce him to impregnate me.  He is after all waaaayyy older than I am.  There is no way anyone can tell him what to do.

I tho it only goes to say that Jonathan is no longer going to be connected to us in any way.  I will make sure that we are not connected to him in anyway at all.  I will certainly make sure of that.


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