Apoljuice On the Go

A week after my official separation from the company and I still feel aS if I werE part of the company that I left. But a few hours ago, my phone kept notifying me that the password to my work email wasn't working, and needed to be reentered to access the email. I knew that keeping the account synced to my phone would be useless. And so I removed the account from my phone. It was quite sad that I had to do it. I wouldn't be able to check emails coming into my phone.  I won't know what's going on with Stellar. And pretty soon, i will have to find a joB. I'm actually working on that. I'm afraid where I'll end up. I didn't used to care before, but after being with a company for Almost five years, it matters where i will continue my working life. Oh well, good to know that the hubby isn't feeling efFed up.  This for now, more For later. Need to find a blanket! Sent from Samsung Mobile

Well, I hate to say it, but it seems like the charm of my phone is already gone. I don't really feel like blogging or even going on myLot on my phone. But really, it was fun while it lasted.   I'm watching Mikey Bustos singing on the local noon time variety show. It's kinda funny. He doesn't look like he fits what he's singing. There's a girl after him that doesn't seem to know what she's doing. In any case I've got a new laptop now. Well, it's technically 2nd hand.  The good thing is by tomorrow I'll probably have Internet connection. I can finally sign up for Odesk. And I can start buying clothes for my online store. :) I think it's the selection of oNline clothes that makes or breaks the online store. Hopefully, my online storE takes off. :) Sent from Samsung Mobile

Looking for the perfect make up for the 19th is absolutely driving me nuts. I'm no longer interested in searching for the lngest wearing lipstick. I just want something that's going to stay on my face for as long as the ceremony and the party. Of course, I would very much want something that seems cemented on my face so that I would still look presentable in the pictures.  But looking at other people's profiles on facebook can really be tiring. I'm so tired of searching for one seller of foundation and lipgloss and it's driving me craazy .I don't want to have to get my stuff from two different people because of the shipping fee, so I'm trying to buy them from one seller. Unfortunately, no one is carrying Revlon Colorstay and Maybelline superstay together. Gawd, it's so frustrating. I know that I can eventually try Mac, but not when the wedding is sooo near and when I am on a strict budget. Oh well.   This for now, more for later. Sent from Samsung Mobile...

Gahhh!! I'm tired of trying to look for where I can buy cheap foundation! I actually have 2 foundations in my makeup bag. To tell you the truth, I didn't even give a shit about fondies (see, I've adapted the pet name for it as well) until my cousin's wedding. I'm seriously confused, I have a few days to try this stuff. Well, I'm going out Monday night, so we'll see if I'll actually get anything from this fondie stuff. I've already tried one of them.  1. Maybelline Clear Smooth Aqua Gel Foundation - not exactly for working out in the sun, or in hot humid places. But it's pretty okay, and good for people with pretty good complexion.  It doesn't last all hours, if any only lasts about a good four hours. I've tried setting it with all-in-one shine free cake powder, but when I get to the office I eventually sweat if off. 2. Avon Ideal White Dual Powder Foundation - I put this on top of my current face, with the maybelline stuff. I put it on ab...

1. Wala akong pakialam sa asawa ko. Sarili ko lang iniisip ko. Hindi ko man lang magawang mag sorry sa asawa ko. Hindi ko siya inaasikaso. Hindi ko siya  2. Napipilitan lang ako makipag sex sa kanya. 3. Hindi siya ang focus ko.Parating kong inuuna ang ibang bagay. Parati kong inuuna ang ibang tao 4. Hindi ko siya nalalambing. Sa four years, 5, 6 years na magasawa kami, hindi ko man lang siya nilambing, sinuyo. Ang pinakamahirap na bagay sa lahat, alam mo kung ano? Yung fact na tuwing mag aaway kami, parati akong walang kwenta. Parati akong manhid, malamig, hindi marunong maglambing etc., etc. Hinding hindi ko magagawa yun lalo pa kung badtrip ako. Pero oras na hindi ko magawa yun, wala na akong kwentang tao. Siya pinagmamalaki ako sa ibang tao. Gagawin niya lahat maging masaya ako. Eh ako magagawa ko ba yun? Gagawin ko ba ang lahat maging masaya siya? Magkaiba kami ng perspective sa buhay. Magkaiba kami ng tingin sa mga bagay bagay. Para sa kanya dapat may ginagawa ako to prove na ...

I still can't get over my phone. I am so loving the way it works.  I hope I'm not running the battery or it's life span down because I keep going on the Internet with it. But that's only because I don't have a computer. I bet by the time I get a computer, I won't be spending so much time on my phone logging in, or paying a high price for mobile load.  Anyway, I realized that I need to get a job soon.  I'm not sure I'm going to like coming home with no pay, and just Jon paying for everything. I need a job to sustain our life. Definitely can't afford not to have a job. I don't like the idea that I'm going to wait for Jon to come home and bring home the money. I still would like to put up my own clothing store business. *sigh* all the possibilities. Man, How I wish I could put up a clothing store business. I know it's small, but it's still extra income. I wonder If I buy 5k or een just 3k worth of clothing.  Then I can sell it online for...

I don't know what is up, but I'm trying to get myself intersted in the myLot discussions, and I'm not feeling any spark! I've been trolling FB, and I went over to myLot just to quit trolling to no avail.  So I ended up blogging. I know I should be sleeping, but I think I lost sleep already, if you know what I mean. I still need to force myself to go to sleep because I still got shift and the energy drink ain't working anymore. Oh well, so much for that. Jon's on his way out. God bless my husband. Sent from Samsung Mobile

Well, i can't think of anything to do. Oh, I just remembered that there is one thing I like about the blackberry.  You can program it so that when you type abbreviations, it automatically expands. I really appreciate my phone because I don't have to pay for it anymore because it's already paid for! By the end of this month, I will have paid off my debts! And I'm going to be debt free! I'm so loving it!  I keep wondering what my next job will be? Do I work at home? This is the only job that i know to do. I don't think I want to become an agent in the field of customer service again. I would like to try Sutherland because it's in Cubao. But I don't want to be in a sales account. I keep wondering what I could get from going to CIQ. Is it worth it? I heard they're hiring Team Leads. I'm going to start looking for a job I guess. Maybe I should prep by submitting my resume in other companies. Do I want to become a team leader again? Is it going to be w...

I don't know why, but I'm trying to score myLot time before going to the office. To tell you the truth all my efforts are no longer directed to going to work. It's so hard to force myself to come in. I dunno why. Sent from Samsung Mobile

Thank you for keeping all the evils at bay today. I know I splurged money that was suposed to be spent on food. Please teach me to learn how to control.  Please bless Flor's family. It seems like she has a problem with her family. I know that the reasons are partly selfish and I wish that she doesn't leave us. I am asking that you keep her with us for a while. Lord, bantayan niyo po ang kanyang mga anak. Sana huwag din po sila mahirapan. Kailangan ko po sana ang tulong niya dito sa bahay. Alam ko pong dito lang nman ako sa bahay. Pero nakikiusap po ako. Lord I have faith in you that you will show us the way. I understand if there will not be meant for us. Sometimes, it's hard on the soul. But I do wish that you would allow Flor to stay with us longer. Thank you Lord once more especially for keeping the evils at bay and not allowing them to make this house miserable for a night. Sent from Samsung Mobile

One: should I eat or go to sleep? The longer I decide, the longer it'll take for me to fall asleep. Two: I have decided to let the make up artist use whatever foundation he or she is planning and just get the elf cosmetics lock and set stuff. I'm sure going to regret not buying the foundation, but I'm going to be pretty broke for it. So yeah. Now i Have money to buy a dress, I better actually buy a dress and go shopping for Jon's barong.  Sent from Samsung Mobile

Yes, well I'm tired of surfing now. I'm not even in the mood for myLotting. I'm not sure why. Well, I'm sitting in my chair trying to figure out what the hell to do. Tomorrow is my 2nd day off. Jon's going to host a small get together for his birthday. I think I'm hungry, and I already scarfed down most of the kropek. What got me tired about surfing was trying to find the perfect foundation and eye shadow. My cousin informed me that there is going to be a make up artist, but if the make up artist's make up isn't going to stay on my face for long, then what's the point right? But they should know better, they're make up artists. Although I would enjoy if they used some long staying make up and my face didn't look stupid. Or old. Or gross.  Well I'm looking at my foundation and I see that so far it's doing its job. I put it the first season of The Big Bang Theory. So many people like it, but I don't enjoy it that much.  I'm alre...

Is this what's going to happen to me once I'm out of a job??? I'll be sitting home with nothing to do? I don't have a computer so there's no way for me to be busy with stuff.  I would like an online store but imagine how much it would cost me to buy stuff on hand and sell them. Clothes too. While I'm home, I certainly would like to make sure that I'm earning. Perhaps I could make a living out of it. Shopping and selling and earning while I'm at it.   I'm sort of dreading it. Oh dear. I don't know what kind of business would do me good. But I would really like to set store in a loan thing. Maybe I should put money in church.  Sent from Samsung Mobile

Just a short, surprising discovery.  I was practicing on make up for my cousin's wedding day, when I found the CG lip color that I bought from a friend a few months back.  At that time I was super disappointed because although the lip color promised 16 hours of long wear, it seemed that I wasn't through half of my 8 hour office shift, and the lip color would be cracking and be gone by the time I applied the second or third moisturizing stick.  So i tried it again earlier just to test it once more, although I already knew what the results were. After I putit on, I had to admire the way the color stayed on my lips, and sat there for a few minutes pondering my look.  The yaya came home and I was embarrassed to be found all made up, so I quickly scrubbed my eye make up off, and, accidentally throwing the cotton ball with oil away, attempted to scrub off the lip color from my lips with some tissue. I wasn't given time to be really irritated because the lip color didn't se...

MyLot website is down at the moment.  So it's back to blogging.  Just an update on what's going on.  I. WORK Right now I'm in the process of finishing my documentation so that I may be able to do the endorsements. I still need to complete my table of contents.  Angel helped me earlier, and she was going through one of the easier agent files so it wasn't much of a task for her. Although, it was for me and believe it or not, I'm not finished doing kuya Cesar's files.  I've finished the soft copies. By next week, the audit starts so I'll have to make sure I'm done by then.  II. WEDDING PREPARATIONS I now have the start of make up collection. I got some really pale eye shadow. I found some makeup palettes online, and I'm wondering if it's worth it buy make up online, or just get make up from the mall. I do need some mall time. But Jon's being such a bitch lately that I can't do any of those without him being a prat. Well, I realized I nee...

Didn't think it was possible, but yes. The rain is falling.  Good weather to be in, although I'm worrying about the weather tonight when I come in for my shift. I would like to dress up as most of the team leads were given a talking to Earlier by our boss because most of us were wearing jeans.  I suppose not everyone felt the need to wear corporate get up. Well, I for one don't feel the need to wear corporate get up because, hello, the clients only come in during the early night shifts. Then they're gone by morning. So basically, no client is going to see me in my get up. But if one team lead should wear corporate attire, then I suppose so should I. Anyway, I'm waiting for Jon to step out of the bathroom. As usual he went to bed drunk. Now he's got to take a pee. So much for my sleep.  This for now, more for later. Sent from Samsung Mobile

No, not a helpful post. Just a feel good post! :) My myLot account is doing so well! Now that I don't encounter any errors when I'm posting, I'm actually able to respond to discussions in a major way. Just yesterday, I was able to make 0.30 cents! That's pretty major for me! I used to make pennies. Now I make 30cents by responding to the comments! It's such a good feeling to do so. Thanks so much to God who gives me the inspiration. By the way, I do thank God for allowing me the opportunity to be part of the Music Ministry. I tremendously enjoy learning God's songs, songs of praise and worship! It's very enlightening and truly satisfying! Well, I better crash now. Still got shift tonight! Sent from Samsung Mobile