Remembering The Dream

I was reading the e-book written by Lianne Martha Laroya, and I remembered what my millionaire Mindset was.  I remembered that it was so that my children would never go hungry, that they would never again live in the dark, and that every time they asked me for something I could easily provide their needs and wants.

I was reminded of why I wanted to live away from Jonathan.  Things were always dreadful with Jon.  We always had debt. For the last three years of my employment, I would always be loaning money from people.  It was dreadful.  We never had enough, my daily prayer contained everyone's health, and we would always be behind on our payments.  We would always need money for fare, and there were days when we only ate twice a day.  Two grown adults, earning respectable income, and we run out of money because we were too stupid to  about our future.  We were too busy with what we needed to pay, and spend for that we always spent the little extra that we had. 

Now, two years later, in a new company, and paying off the last of my debt, I have come to terms with saving, I have already opened a bank account, and I'm proud of being able to have extra and still save money. I'm happy I'm making it, and I wouldn't be able to do so had I not left Jonathan.

And I just need to keep going on and remembering why I left him in the first place. No more being stupid, no more spending for things I will not use.  This tablet is of big help to me, and I will make sure to take care of it. It's. Great electricity saver, it's good use of time and internet, and I should make sure I download all my e-books into this thing.  Plus I've got all my budget and stuff going in here.  I need to remember exactly how much I spent on stuff today. So this for now, more for later.

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