MyLot Fix

I was over on myLot reading about the previous news about how this call center agent got her customer's information and used it to buy some items.  The agent said that she needed the money because she was a single mother and needed to put a child through school.

Sometimes I pity people like that. They don't realize what they already have, they don't realize that they should be content or that they should stick with the budget. I admit. I've been in that situation a lot of times before.  We've gone to as long as having no money for milk or diapers for our newborn, for being kicked out of our apartment because we couldn't pay the rent, for selling all our gadgets and going for weeks with no phone because we needed the money.

I remember thinking how I wish I didn't buy certain items, how I wish that if I didn't pay out of budget, or overshot our grocery budget with things we didn't neet, or could live without, we wouldn't be in a bind.

I do not want to go back to that life. I remember the struggle, I know how fucked u me and my husband felt, and I do not want to return to that. It's sickening and it's awfuly tiring.  If there's something I want, I try to remember what I already have and what other important things I might need; I avoid thinking that we could fit it into our budget or that we could live on this much money only.  It's so not worth it.

Anyway, I could go on all day, but like I said, I got errands to run so I best get ready.  This for now, more for later!!